| Friday, June 25, 2004 |
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The never-ending story
Yet again, it seems that I have an exam on Monday. And, yet again, I can't seem to make myself study. The more I think about it, the last thing in the world I want is to keep on writing more tests, having the need to study loom over me, and continue 'learning' all of this totally useless bullshit. But on the other hand, I don't want to sit in an office everyday either. So I'm stuck. I don't really want to do...anything. I'm not like a lot of people I know. I think I know where I want to end up...at least, I've got it whittled down to a couple of palatable options, and of which I'd be happy with. But I know I can't have any of those picks now, and I'm not sure what to do until they become more feasible. Of course, all of these things - these future lives - require either experience or money. Or both. But I just can't seem to find the path to those things. At times, I'm tempted to sell everything I own, take the perhaps two grand that it would make me, and just hit the road. Just go. Anywhere. But that will gain me neither the experience or money that I will need later on... So now what? Liberated at 1:24 p.m. | |
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